I have been away for a while for the simple fact that I usually make a
post before I head to bed, that being said, I never went to bed last
night. So this post comes at an odd time in the day, you usually
wouldn't find me posting here. This is about the time I would be doing
some other activity, like going to the UC or some shit like that, doesn't
matter.
Last night and into this morning Spike solved so many of the problems
that seemed to arise when I think about the situation that I would have
seeing Marisa next semester. I worried about it, how would I get to
her, what about this, what do I say to her?
This morning it dawned on me, as Spike said that he realized this a
while back. I have the perfect oppurtunity to see her plenty of times, my
father works forty miles from where she'll be living, yes, I know
I am a dumbass.
I had a talk with her earlier today and it was very
interesting. I'll keep the details of it to myself, but let's say that I
used the Magi system from Neon Genesis Evangelion to my
great advantage. The system in the show worked this way, there were three
super computers, one that thought as a scientist, one as a woman and the
other as a mother. Well I told her I had the scientist and the woman down
pat, but I needed the third side. I told her basically that I needed some
advice and it was better to get it from three trusted people and then use
a majority vote and go with it. But what I really did was viacarously ask
her about herself.
She is a perfect candidate for this because of the fact that
she is resoanable and I trust her. So I bascially asked her about herself
without letting her know. It was risky and I even dropped huge hints that
I'm sure she will pick up on later or she'll at least suspect something.
Marisa's not dumb.
The hard part is figuring out what to do with sed extracted
information, because she bascially gave me what I got from Spike and
Auska in a combination sort of fashion. Its hard to really describe what
I mean. Let me try to go about this in a fashion that will allow me to
show off more of my HTML skillz
Here are the my Magi's descions they are numbered acoording
to the Magi to which the corrispond:
ask her after the friendship develops. But maintain the friendship until
then.
don't let her leave not know it!
Magi) A combination of the two based on situation...
The pictures corrispond to the Magi they would have been from the show
What she basically said is that I should do it if she'll be nearby,
but if not there's no need to work at this long distance relationship.
See next year she'll be about an hour's drive from here and I am more
than willing to step up and go see her whenever possible, but in this
situation she doesn't know it's her I feel this for. So I really
want to try and get a revote from the other two Magi
. I
know you have been all saying I should go for it for sometime now, but
what do you guys think?
Allow me to state this one point, Spike seems to
think if I like her and it goes unspoken that the building tension will
be enough to make her want me more. Auska seems to think
that if I let it go on to long she'll lose interest or find someone else.
Marisa seems to think somewhere in the middle. I can
honestly say I understand the final vote Marisa gave, because in this
triangle of reasoning she was assuming my place because I don't
want to try and reason for myself on this one.
I know the delimna of the last Magi because I am that
part normally.
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