I don’t know when I started to fail so hard at writing a lot. I guess it has to do with the work and the like. But I need to get back in the game and do something more ambitious and like what I was doing before. So that’s what today is about.
It doesn’t matter if its fan fiction or more novel work, but I need to be writing.
I had about a three hour conversation with an old friend the other day. And we chatted about all manner of things. Hell, before that we talked on texts half of the day and it just felt really good to hear from her and hear her voice again and it kind of reminded me of what I loved about old times talking to her, I wish we could talk like that all of the time again.
It feels really good to have another person who writes to talk to, even if its just us talking about bullshit. I feel like we have common ground and a similar place to start from. She and I met at that awkward stage in my life when I needed someone who was of like mind and she was but I always felt like she was my better—still do. She was beautiful and smart and just seemed super ambitious and those are things (with the exception of beautiful) that I’m still really chasing after.
Beauty I don’t think I could achieve within reason plus its strange to be a beautiful man really.
