Nani wo mitsumeteirun darou?

I don't know, I think that today was a good day, considering that it is my birthday, and I can overlook the past year's failures for the most part, it bothers me sometimes how things have gone, it bothers me how life progresses and the people that we lose or simply lose track of along the way.

I sit here trying to decide, is this something I should continue, the way things have been going for the last long bit of time cause me to wonder is it time for a change, I don't know what to change, but I need to do something. I need to get out and try and have something for myself and I need to break away from this place.

I heard that a friend I cared a lot about is leaving this place, and it made me sad, I liked her a lot, she was like someone I went to for advice and I knew she wasn't having much fun here, but I never expected her to leave. Now I feel like there's just one more person that I can't go to. It makes me think and it makes me wonder about so much.

Time is rushing all of us making our actions speed up. Even if we are awaken while we dream we were searching for the same light.
Underneath the glittering stary night with the countless constilletions and shadows, before all that what are you gazing at?

I hope that I hope that someday we catch up with fate, its funny, Kristina, told me something about God having a plan and for the first time ever I understood just what that meant. It's odd how you can hear something most of your life and it means nothing and then one day someone says the same damn thing and there it is, it suddenly hits you.

What's in the plan for me? I don't know yet, but Even though I'm getting scared and distanced I'll continue towards the painted future...

I don't know, I think that today was a good day, considering that it is my birthday, and I can overlook the past year's failures for the most part, it bothers me sometimes how things have gone, it bothers me how life progresses and the people that we lose or simply lose track of along the way.

I sit here trying to decide, is this something I should continue, the way things have been going for the last long bit of time cause me to wonder is it time for a change, I don't know what to change, but I need to do something. I need to get out and try and have something for myself and I need to break away from this place.

I heard that a friend I cared a lot about is leaving this place, and it made me sad, I liked her a lot, she was like someone I went to for advice and I knew she wasn't having much fun here, but I never expected her to leave. Now I feel like there's just one more person that I can't go to. It makes me think and it makes me wonder about so much.

Time is rushing all of us making our actions speed up. Even if we are awaken while we dream we were searching for the same light.
Underneath the glittering stary night with the countless constilletions and shadows, before all that what are you gazing at?

I hope that I hope that someday we catch up with fate, its funny, Kristina, told me something about God having a plan and for the first time ever I understood just what that meant. It's odd how you can hear something most of your life and it means nothing and then one day someone says the same damn thing and there it is, it suddenly hits you.

What's in the plan for me? I don't know yet, but Even though I'm getting scared and distanced I'll continue towards the painted future...

Nani wo mitsumeteirun darou?