No It Isn't

This is for someone who hurt me so badly, and when I say hurt, I mean that kind that inflicts the heart. I don't know if I will ever look at friends the same, I mean its been months and I can't stop thinking about it. Greg's roommate Beef showed me this song by +44 and all I can say is that I understand the lyrics because they hit home.

Mark Hoppus formerly of Blink-182 is the singer, people say the song is about Tom, but I think its about this girl he used to like back when Blink was getting big, I have reasons for this. But yeah, this describes what it felt like last November(2005)...

Please understand

This isn't just goodbye

This is I cant stand you

This is where the road crashed into the ocean

It rises all around me

And now we're barely breathing

A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

[chorus]

Curse my enemies forever

Lets slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful

This desperation leaves me overjoyed

With fading lights that leads us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry

I cry for less attention

But both my hands are tied

And I'm pushed into the deep end

I listen to you talk but talk is cheap

And my mouth is filled with blood

From trying not to speak

So search for an excuse

And someone to believe you

In foreign dressing rooms

I'm empty with the need to

[chorus]

Curse my enemies forever

Lets slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful

This desperation is leaving me overjoyed

With fading lights that leads us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand

This isn't just goodbye

This is I cant stand you