Regret

When there’s more turmoil around me I seem to use this place that much more. I just wanted to say that first.

Normally I would have responded to the comments from the last entry in the comment tree itself, but I figured why not just do it here.

The thing is, that I’ve been talked into trusting people again before and giving them another chance and just generally letting all of that back in and every time it ends up the same way. If insanity is doing the same thing over and expecting a new result then why am I doing just that when it comes to trust. I don’t understand the benefit of it, when things are okay, sure it feels fine.

But when it goes bad its not worth it and all you can do is regret what you let happen.