I'm not really feeling like writing now, I'm not really feeling like doing anything. I just can't seem to stop feeling hurt and sick at the same time and I want to go back to bed. I got medication this morning and I'm supposed to take it before sleep. But I need to eat first. So I guess I'll have cereal or something retarded like that.
Everyone's so worried and so careful around me I really don't like it, the people who don't know about this stuff that's going on seem to be better to be around some of the time. And there's still a lot of them. Right now I just want to sleep, thinking about things really hurts.
Everyone that knows how I feel right now has been saying some of the same phrases to me all of the time Don't do anything dumb
and a lot of other stuff. Looks like I already fouled up and did that by not being able to do a damn thing for the last five months.
I just need to go lay down.
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